Yep I am freaking out!!! I just can't believe it! The time has really gone by so fast! I didn't think I would but hardly seems like 2 years has past! He told me in an email that he feels the same way that saying goodbye to me 2 years ago is so vivid! It seems like only a couple months ago! I feel just the same way! It is crazy to think that when he is home we will have almost been together for 4 years! He truly is the love of my life!!! Ah! I just really cant believe he will be home in 2 months! Seriously every night I dream about him and him coming home! How its going to be at the air port, how its going to be after he is released, how its going to be at college together! I just cant stop dreaming! I just cant wait when I all actually happens!
I am just so blessed to have someone so special in my life! He truly is the greatest blessing to me! He is so amazing and so spiritual (and not just because he is on a mission, he is always like that)! I just love him! He inspires me everyday to be a better me! In an email he sent this past week I was really touched by what he wrote so I want to share that! :) "...every great story has a beginning and usually ends with a "Happily Ever After". Those stories don't really have an end. They continue forever. We all write our own story. Some are dramas and some are comedies, some make you laugh and some make you cry but each one has ups and downs with its own unique plot. But the best thing about these stories is that no matter what happens, we choose how it ends. We choose the moral and legacy it leaves behind. And like every good story it will be told over and over again blessing the lives of those that hear it"
I know it sounds like I went a copied it out of a general authorities talk but I really didn't its just my sweetie! I get letters like this every week that inspire me so much! I am so lucky! I love you Alan!
So my memory this week is of when he took me on a date unto sundae ski resort. It was in the summer and they were having this "Night Ski life ride" The moon was full and huge that night so that is why they were doing this! Anyway he took me up there on a date! I still remember we had only been dating for a short time! But as we were riding up the lift we tried looking at the moon and it was kinda hiding behind the huge pine trees a little despite how bug it was supposed to be, so we just started talking! It was so nice! Well as we got talking Alan started telling me jus how much he loved me, I was already I so much shock of how someone could love me so much, and then he started to cry! I know! I seriously was in love with him before, but I fell even harder for him when he started crying! I really saw just how much he cares and loves me! I have never actually been speechless in my life before this moment but when he started to cry I was left speechless! How could he love ME this much! I was so in love with him and felt so lucky to be in his life, but for him to feel the same way about me... Well I just felt like a princess! He always makes me feel this way! It is hard to describe just how much I love him but I sure hope he knows it and I am pretty sure he does! ha ha! I know just how much he loves me! I cant say it enough but I am the most lucky and blessed girl to be with someone so so special like Alan! I love you honey so much! I cant wait until you are home and to be held in your arms again! I have missed that so much!
Well there is my blog, completely in love with my best friend and my sweetheart! Te amo con todo mi Corazon Alan!
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